*Basically a simple girl who lives in fairy tales.*
"Forever. Perfect and Happy Endings." is what she always dream about. Though she knows that reality is way too far from her high hopes, she still believes.
*This girl has many talks.*
But still has the ability to wait and think before to act. She's that kind of girl who always try to express herself but fails. 'Cause she can't find the right words to say.
*Ordinary girl with simple thoughts.*
She keeps writing, blogging and speaking. 'Cause she believes that everything that has been and will be written together with those 26 letters of the alphabet are the stories behind every feeling, every person or even every moments and memories. She'll never stop making words to combine, 'cause she knows that every written word is a layer of expression. - Expression that ignites a purpose.
*A paper girl living in a paper life.*
She lives in books and she has her own world. Fictional world is where she belongs. She may be no princess. But she never surrender from searching for her prince charming. Because one day, she knows that there will be a knight in shining armor that would be ready to put her chin up and protect her tiara from falling.
*Weird in her own little things.*
She loves school but hates waking up in the morning that she could almost wish to have a summer like Phineas and Ferb. She hates it when the string of her hoodie is longer that the other, 'Cause that's how insane and freaky she can be. She would rather stay home on a Friday night rather than to blast for a party.
*This girl is NO SUPERHUMAN.*
An average teenager who always make mistakes. Someone that admits that she's not perfect. A person who isn't always right. Her bed is usually messy. Her hair isn't always nice. She eats when she's bored. She have this hobby to check the fridge every now and then, just to see if some food magically appeared. Sleeping makes her happy. And eating is all she's good at.
*Had been through a lot more that she can deal with.*
Felt being loved. Had been in love. Cried over love. Still being loved. Sacrificed, expected high and had been hurt for the sake of love. Experienced pain, sleepless nights and tangled feelings just for the name of love.
BEEN THERE. DONE THAT. TAKE IT OR LEAVE IT.
And along with these flaws and imperfections, she believes that someone will find beauty in her true self.
....That one day, SHE SUPPOSE, she won't feel insecure anymore. 'Cause someone will love her by just the way she is. And that someday... the way she talks, the way she thinks and the way she'll walk will always be loved.
"Go somewhere, do something. How can you stay in one spot when the world is so big?"
"I want one of those moments
where I fall asleep
watching an episode of my favorite show
at two in the morning
and I wake up
to find a blanket around me
laying right beside me.
I look forward to that."
"Women hear it all the time from men. “You’re overreacting,” we tell them. “Don’t worry about it so much, you’re over-thinking it.” “Don’t be so sensitive.” “Don’t be crazy.” It’s a form of gaslighting — telling women that their feelings are just wrong, that they don’t have the right to feel the way that they do. Minimizing somebody else’s feelings is a way of controlling them. If they no longer trust their own feelings and instincts, they come to rely on someone else to tell them how they’re supposed to feel."
"The soul becomes dyed with the color of its thoughts."
"You only missed my voice
when nobody else called you."
"We would be together and have our books and at night be warm in bed together with the windows open and the stars bright."
"Cut the poison out of your life. No matter what - or whom - it may be."
"He will brush against your thigh and pretend that he didn’t, and he’ll look you in the eyes and tell you he likes them. He will take the band out of your ponytail because he likes your hair long, he will let you listen to his favourite song and it will get stuck in your head. He will kiss your lips until they are numb and he will hold your hands until they go numb too. Don’t watch the sunset with him, because you won’t be able to watch it again without missing the smell of his cologne. Don’t make him call you by your nickname, because afterwards you won’t be able to hear it. Your heart will be heavy and so will your head but just remember you were beautiful before he said so."